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Friday, September 30

Happy To Me n You... < 3

生日快乐,我最亲爱的..

我总觉得在这天里,我对你做的不够多,不够好..
对不起,或许我做的,比你期盼的还少..
真的真的对不起.. 不是我不想,是我不能...

现在的我,什么都缺,我缺时间,我缺金钱,我缺知识...
PMR 再过3天就到了,说实在,我还没准备好..
我对我自己说过,Geografi 和 Sejarah, 我一定要拿A..
因为我想证明给那些看不起我的人.. 我是可以的..
可是,看情形,应该是没机会了吧.. 一切就让天来注定..

我承认我很笨,在你们面前我很没用,很无能..
我会尽我所能,让你们大跌眼镜的!放心吧,朋友们!赶快戴上眼镜了!

亲爱的,
这几天,其实,我都在想这个问题..
我很怕,很怕如果,如果有一天,你不再是我的,我会怎么办..
很想很想现在就把你娶了,让你永远都留在我身边..
我只希望,我现在为你做的不会让未来的我后悔...

九月的最后一天,我和你一起度过了..
明天,就是新的一天.. 也是你和我,结婚后的第一个月.. =)
Happy 1 Month Anniversary My DEAR! < 3
最后最后,我希望,我在PMR里能考到5颗A,
能够和我最亲爱的,一直走到永远..

素素,我爱你!< 3
=)

Tuesday, September 20

..Desperado...

PMR就快要到了,但是,心情不但没有好转,反而....

脑袋就快要炸开了... 

学业,友情,爱情...
通通都是我在烦的....

为什么要在这样重要的时候烦脑就越来越多....

学业,对不起你是最无辜的..
放心.. PMR时,我一定会加油...! 
一定不会辜负你的!

友情,
从你们开始作弄我后,这个字在也没有出现在我的词典里..
当你们遇到难题时,就会寻人的帮忙,
不需要的时候呢,就把他丢在一旁,从来没有感谢过他,
反而,还欺负他.. 
谢谢你门让我了解了什么叫做真正的友情..
每个人的耐性都有限..别等到失去后才来后悔当初为什么没有好好的珍惜..
和你们在一起的时间还剩差不多两个月的时间,我真的真的很希望我们能够好好的相处完今年.. 
机会我已经给了,就看你们是否会好好的珍惜..


亲爱的,你的思维越来越难捉摸了..
你曾告诉我,你以把他们忘了..
这一切的一切都是真的吗? 
可能吧,他们曾经是你暗恋过的对象,所以我不免强你一定要把他们忘了...
我只希望你能够尊重我,也同时尊重你自己..
每当你在我面前提起他们,你懂吗? 
那种心酸,那种痛苦.. 不是说那么容易就能抹掉的回忆..
我的眼泪早已经融在笑容里.. 或许你不曾看见..
我也不要求你看见,我只希望你能够想清楚,如果你还没忘了他们,
为什么,你还要勉强自己来继续这场恋爱..
我很累,真的很累了.....
告诉我,你到底想要怎样好吗...? 

对不起,焕焕不是你所想像中的坚强.............


烦恼,离开我可以吗......? 

Thursday, September 8

YOU GUYS SUCKS! =)

Well, 3TC2 you've did what u want! Happy Now?

Seriously, you guys are just SON OF A BITCH! Im sorry im saying this,
but you guys really sucks..=)

If you guys see this, well, you should be proud of yourself.. Cause, you guys are 1st one who can make me TL you this much..=D
I know you guys will say me ' NOT STEADY' after see-ing this,
but, do you guys ever think about another's feeling?
If you are the one, who gets bully, who get fool, who get harass day by day, month by month..
What would you feel?!!

Feeling nice huh? The exam is around the corner, and I still have to busy with those diciplinary problem, and you guys? Staying back watching movie? Well that's nice isn't it? With pop-corns and Coca-COLA?

Well, i wont blame for your guys dump-ness, i'll just blame myself for trusting you guys this much..=)
And, I wont, ANYMORE.. 

God Bless You Guys not to get into any trouble in the future..
Amen..

YOU GUYS SUCKS!!! =D

Wednesday, September 7

Another Story..=)

离开第2次的PMR预式还差不到一个星期的时间,
说实在,我没有信心能考好.. ._.
谁叫我天生笨,怎么读都读不进... >.<"
希望主,您能够帮我..=)

还有一些话,我想跟我最亲爱的说..=)

Dear,

These days, It seems that you are very moody..
I dont know why..
Everytime I asked you, you'll say that you like to put ' ... '
I am worried.. Really worried about you..
If there's anything in your heart, tell me..
Im always here for you..
To listen you..
Please my dear, I saw it on your 'Weibo' that you wanna leave this world..
Do you ever think that leaving,cant make any changes..?
Its only a way, to escape..
Trying not to escape, and that is the way a human should be..
And, believe me, I will hold your hands, and go through all this with you.. Only you.. =)
Stop being moody.. I know that there's a lot of stress and pressure you got there in you heart,
But, this, is LIFE..
Why dont you try to accept it, than escaping from it? =)
You still have family, you still have friends, you still have ME..
I believe that WE, could make a better future..=)
RIGHT? =D

SooSoo, HuanHuan LOVE U !
Muwa!! <3

Monday, September 5

To My Dear..=)

亲爱的,对不起这几天都对你比较冷淡..
我,是真的真的很忙...
我还有一个月的时间而已...我不想再等到考试后,才来后悔,当初为什么没有读好书...
请你谅解我,好吗?

请你要忍耐.. 对不起...
如果你真的忍不住了,告诉我.. 我会让你走......
可是我相信你不会的..对吗?

我爱你!

Muwa!!  <3

Thursday, September 1

Lost...n Not Found.....

我走失了..

真的走失了..

你说你爱我,你真的爱我吗?
我不懂... 也不想懂了..
你对自己就要这样没信心吗?

有时候,我很怀疑,你的心里,是还是..

很多次,我都逼自己的泪往心里流..
这次,我再也做不到了..

对不起,因为我爱你,所以我才在乎你..
别让我失望了好吗?